Book Description

Since young Neo was convinced that she hated her mother. She could not mourn her. As much as I had built a very strong persona that intimidated a lot of people. I felt empty. As a child, I felt fear, loneliness, panic, pain, yearning, anxiety, emptiness, and a lot of other things that I struggle to describe in words to this day. However, if my grandmother knew how I really felt she would have been hurt. According to her the love and care that she had given to me was sufficient. Therefore, she did not expect me to feel like I was an orphan.