Being an introvert(things that took my smile)As I'm writing this book,it means am turning lemons into lemonades (basically my pain might be useful)the world I have been living in caused emotional turmoil, which ripped The confidence i never had.filled with confusion and indecisiveness of what I should be.how is it that I learned this behaviour? what I have experienced being low-self esteemed, probably not knowing where I belonged, hence the multiple attempted suicide resulting in overdose of pills.
Troubled soul of a young girl
How can I say am a introvert when I feel like I have been shoved into a corner which has no room for me to talk about my feelings or feel what I need to feel?how can I say I'm a introvert when I feel like I had to mute in order not to speak about my unsolicited feelings on how being tormented (teased) really broke my heart.blindsided by those horrible negative thoughts that didn't lead me to see what I was made of, how much worth lies behind my name.people-pleaser never really got the chance to please,instead it brought me to tears I couldn't even explain.broke the self esteem I never knew existed.what footprints am I supposed to follow when I feel like I have lost thee shadow I never really got to know... how could I isolating/alienating myself?not wanting to associate with the world I have been brought into! self-consciousness weighing down on my shoulders.how do I get rid of u?